Revision.
Revision.
Revision.
Fucking revision...
It's all I need to do now...Shame I'm rubbish....
Ugh...I have 3 weeks to learn all my pharmacology and therapeutics...and then all the other stuffs the week or so after....Resits inevitable again this year? Maybe...since I have been particularly insane this year...
Anyway, enough revision bollocks...I'll do more tomorrow and then at work....
My grandma's a little drunk...and up emailing her 'boyfriend'...then commenting that she shouldn't be worrying about all this lark and boyfriends, when she should be tucked up in bed with a Horlicks....
Which gets me thinking....Stupid boys.
I feel like I should be trying to talk someone I care about into a relationship...
Oh no.
Wait.
I did that enough last year.
So no, I don't want to talk someone into a relationship with me...I want to actually be in one. Pretty please. I'm not fussy, honest! Well, that's also a lie...I am...I'm quite shallow...But apparently I have strange taste in men...so you never know, you might get lucky!
Applications on a postcard please!
I don't know....
I don't give a shite about the sex, or the comfort, or the talking...It's the knowledge that there's someone that loves me like I love them....The knowledge that I can call someone and talk to them without feeling like the annoying friend...The knowledge that I can text someone and get a text back at some point later...The knowledge that I don't have to tiptoe around anyone or feel awkward around someone because of a few things someone says, because if someone tells me that they miss me, or I'm gorgeous, or they "totally would go there again", it's because they would...I wouldn't have to spend days wondering what they meant, whether they meant something they'd said before...Aggghhhhhhh.........stupid brain, occupying my memory and stopping the science going in.........
Never mind.......
I can't be bothered to complain about my pathetic little life
Sincerely,
In need of meds
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